So, first off, I made D in Genetics and so I have to retake it. I was 6 points off, but oh well. It was a hard class and it was the first one I took after being off an entire semester. Worse things have happened, so yeah. I'd be lying if I didn't say that I had thoughts of dropping out of college because of this class, but I can't allow one class to get me down in the dumps. Also, I just think I do better in Summer II anyway.

I had more, but I'm so hungry and tired that I just want to sleep. Good night!

Okay, so the title comes from a random video project of a classmate of my sister's from her Senior year. It was based off that book Mythology, the book that makes Greek and Roman Mythology boring! Videos were pretty awesome and my sister and her ex-boyfriend did theirs on Homer's The Odyssey. Grr, I want to post that video.

Speaking of posting videos, well, sorta, I WANT AN LJ THEME BASED OFF THIS!!!!

I spent yesterday sleeping. Like, I was up for maybe 5 hours? Oh well, I got caught up on sleep.

What I've found is that this summer session = not the best time to take a class. What I mean is that I've been finding out more and more about myself and summer school isn't the best time to have self-discovery. Especially when that self-discovery takes away from studies. In all honesty, I'm not surprised with what I've found about myself, just that it takes up time.

In about 6.5 hours, I have a test on operons. Needless to say, this is about the extent of my knowledge of operons: I'M SCREWED!

...This is going to be a FUN week.

And by 'fun,' I mean a pain in the cervix. Yes, it's going to be THAT bad.

So, I had a dream last night that I was discussing the Vocaloids with my friends and they were saying that they were super lame, didn't even sound human, and no good videos existed. I defended it by saying some songs sounded really human and there were some videos with awesome animation.


It's so odd, I haven't really listened to the Vocaloids like I used to in over a week at least. Oh well.

So, what did I do today? Well, we found "Jane Russel"'s home. It turned out the lady up the street had just adopted her from the pound. Oh well, no free dog for you.

They had trouble rounding her up and I'm the only person she gets close to, so I picked her up and she was struggling to get free. Her head hits me square in the nose and she peed all over my leg. I proceeded to bathe after this as my parents took her home.

Then I realized that I was going to get my dad's present out of the car for Father's Day. I hit my head on the car door, then I step in dog piss because my parents didn't clean it up after the damn dog pissed all over my leg.

My nose and head still hurt. I'm not passing out flyers tomorrow because I have an appointment with the therapist that I won't miss.

Okay, so I don't hate everyone (or anyone reading this for that matter) but I'm just so tired and frustrated with SO much right now, that I'm just not in the mood to deal with much of anything right now.

If this problem is solved as easily as the last one was, then one nap later I'll be in business. Good night all.

So, I forgot to mention that on Tuesday, I also preordered Rock Band: The Beatles limited edition. I was telling my parents about this and they think I'm bigger Beatles fans than they are because I know all the lyrics to their songs.

I'll never tell that I'm just good like that. ;)

If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

Now that's taken care of, I did something that I thought I'd never ever do:

I bought a PSP. That's right, even though I've said nothing but bad things about it, I broke down and bought one. I also have Prinny: Can I Really Be the Hero? and Loco Roco 2 for it. Here's the real reason I got it though:

LITTLE BIG PLANET! IT'S COMING TO THE PSP!

That and the original Persona game. So yay!

Ugh, I did so badly on my first test in Genetics. I need to make a B or better on the next test to make up for the grade I did make. I still hate Genetics.

Yes, I know that I'm indeed NOT a man by any definition of the word unless you mean as in part of "mankind," but there are things in life that are typically men's problems that women have to deal with, especially in this day and age where women are getting some of the men's responsibilities.

Enough of explaining the subject line. So, in order to prevent any more splitting headaches over these dumb bastards, I'm just going to have to set it straight out, "I don't want anything to do with you." to all these losers from these dating sites. Seriously, I haven't found a single person I want ANYTHING to do with. And why does it seem most of these men are 26 years old?

As bad and evil as this is going to make me sound, I've gotten everything I've wanted out of these people. I got the emotional support that I'm wanted and the reminder of why I don't want to date anyone in the first place.

TL:DR version: I fucking hate dating.

Like seriously, IT WILL MELT YOU FACE OFF.

Christine has reached that time again. NO, not THAT time! I just finished with that, *shudder*

But yes, that time where she decides that she would like someone to mooch financial emotional support from. So, instead of doing what typical girls in my town do and go out to clubs because it's expensive, not fun, and the guys there are either taken, icky or my exes to find a date, I decide to do it online. You know, because it's worked wonders for me before and GREAT guys are on free dating sites. ha ha

Okay, I know I've gotta go through the crap to get to the gold, or something like that. But come ON! Most of the guys are either creepy, weird, old, ugly, or any combination of these. And so many perverts! Ugh, is it like every guy over the age of 25 and unwed HAVE to be a total freak? Geez, this blows.

Well, at least now I'm thankful for my singleness a little bit more.

... and I was unaware of it? Granted, the last time I checked up on this, Planetarian: Chiisana Hoshi no Yume was in the developmental phase.

Okay, so once summer school ends, I shall do one of the following:

- Spend tons of money on games I can't understand

- Learn Japanese so I can understand said games

- Find a patch for said games that will allow me to read them in English

- Curse the Key Visual Arts company for not releasing their games to other countries, mostly my own.

Yeah, I'm thinking the last one is more than likely the one I'll do.

/vidja game bawl

Mariko from Elfen Lied. Good God, that chick is creepy.

Geez, I don't ever remember being this unmotivated during summer school. Seriously, all I want to do is play video games and Fashiontisa on FaceBook while listening to the Vocaloids on YouTube. WOW, I'M SUCH A LAZY BUM, IT ALMOST HURTS!

In better news, my cell phone takes semi-decent pictures and I uploaded some of my doll pictures to the computer.

( Don't click here if dolls freak you out!> <a href= )

( I promise, no dolls here! )

Well, hopefully, I'll be off to grab some food and then to Book-a-Million to study! I took a quiz and got a 19/25. I can't afford another grade like that!

What is wrong with me? I just wanted to update my Facebook status, but now I've been sidetracked to hell! (and I didn't even update my status!)

And, here's something my Genetics teacher posted:



Keep in mind, my Genetics TEACHER posted this!

I feel that's all too coincidental because I just downloaded The Little Mermaid Broadway soundtrack like 2 days ago. It's a love/hate deal with me because I think all the characters, with exception to Ariel, sound too young! I do like the depth it gives to the story, but then that depth makes me see the GLARING PLOT HOLES the Disney version already had. But, I guess if you're going to take a Hans Christian Anderson story and TOTALLY change the point of it, that's going to happen. I still love you, Disney, despite your corrupt corporate greed and glaring plot holes.

And with that, I found a good Facebook status and I'm going to either study or get some dinner and a PlayStation 2 analog controller because the only one I have is crappy and MIA. Oh yeah, I got Ar tonelico in today. Mixed blessing!

Found this on my Facebook for related links. It's like PostSecret, but it has the archives.

http://secretzen.com/?p=2605

http://secretzen.com/?p=2596

http://secretzen.com/?p=2502

Just some I liked

Okay, so not taking Concerta on the first day of class = terrible idea. I knew I should have turned around to get it, but nooooooo. Now it's too late to take it. Oh well, I'll go to bed early and wake up early for therapy/studying. I'm going to be doing so much work for that class...

In other news, I won a copy of Ar Tonelico from eBay. I'm excited to get started with that. Some people are obsessed with Squenix, not me. I'm more of an Atlus and NIS fangirl. To the point I want to play ALL the NIS games. Well, I don't want to play Prinny: Can I Really be the Hero unless it comes out for a different platform or I come across a PSP that I can either "borrow" or have for free. Eh, I may cave and buy a PSP one day, but I really doubt it. My brother in law has one and apparently they don't get much use out of it. Oh well, only time will tell.

I've also been playing Puchi Puchi Virus and I love it! It's unlike any puzzle game I've ever played, but it's awesome. And super cute too!

All this talk about video games makes me want to play some! Later. :D

That's an easy one:

To make an A in Genetics!

I just read the syllabus for my Genetics class. Everything I've read at this point is either not being covered or will be covered later. All my hard work, gone...

That and other stupid things have been stressing me out. Oh and I have family therapy tomorrow.

I'd say "Someone shoot me," but I don't want to be put on suicide watch or for people to think I'm relapsing. I'm just pretty stressed out and pissed off right now.

For what?

September 9th


Spring 2010

I'm going to get the Limited Edition Rock Band if I make an A in Genetics. The other.... MINE!

Some of you may be aware of the love I have for the Vocaloid programs. If you don't know what that is, basically it's a Japanese program that one can plug lyrics into and make songs. I'm not sure if there are ways to compose the background music, but I just watch them on YouTube. There are many drawings and animations to them on youtube, so just look it up if you're curious.

One of the main problems is that sometimes they can hurt my ears. Lately, I've fell in love with Kagamine Len's song Spice! Something about this as well is that even when they use a real human's voice, it sounds pretty bad.

NOT THIS ONE!



They even made it into a duet! It's pretty cool. :D


Other news, I'm feeling ill, but I think it's from dehydration, lack of food and not taking my multivitamins at night while the Alli's draining them out of my system with the excess fat. It's just hard for me to remember meds at night! After this feeling, I'm hoping that I'll start to take them and just take better care of myself in general. I would like to work tomorrow!

Sleepy time~~~